December 7th, 2009

I have a very small exhibition tomorrow based on the work that everyone who went on the uni trip to Berlin took. I am really excited as I feel the work I have put up is a starting point for a project I wish to spend alot of time and money on once I finish university. It is based on the experiences of people with the Berlin Wall. Apart from that I have been trying to earn some money and carry on doing uni work while helping organise the end of year show. It has been very crazy recently.
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October 22nd, 2009
So I am trying to write my final project proposal which is due in Friday. It only has to be 150 words, sounds pretty easy right? It would be if I didn’t stop changing my mind as to what I will be doing for the next of year of my life! I mean the general gist of my project I have down, how I want it to look, but it’s just the details I am struggling with!
Do I discuss the lost of innocence in different stories, or do I concentrate on one?
Do I discuss feminism in different fairy tales or to stick to just one?
If I do do more than one story will it be a cohertent series of images?
Perhaps I should stop drinking caffine so late at night and talk to someone about it tomorrow.
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October 15th, 2009
First off let me just say there are no presents in this post it just goes well with the rest of the title!
The next two or three weeks just seems to be filled with presentations and proposal as to what I am going to be doing for the next year. I can tell what I’m going to be doing, lots and lots of uni work!
I am kind of struggling at the moment with balancing work work and uni work as I haven’t yet recieved my student loan and am therefore working all I can to be able to survive, but hopefullay that should all be resolved by this time next week, and then three weeks after that I will hopefully be in Berlin again with uni. My friend Charlotte will be coming with me, and also hopefully one of my flatmates Aly, but she’s still hesitant about it. I’m not sure why, these are always awesome trips. I’ll be sad next year when I can’t go anymore. Especailly if they go somewhere I haven’t been!
As for my photography, today I am doing my presentation for Editorial Imaging. I’m hoping to get the go-ahead for a project about taking portraits of people who live on house boats. Either that or portraits of people who live at my local Eco Village. And then I’m going to work after that, after working yesterday (though I did get my second tip EVER, and my first tip as a waitress! £5 no less! ( I do events, there not much call for a tip)) and coming home to do more uni work. AND THEN, (I feel like a kid, ‘AND THEN, and then, then susie wee’d in her pants!!!’) doing even more uni work before uni tomorrow!!
As for for my work experience with Zoe she is in LA again soon, so that’s on hold until she gets back. I so volunteer to go with her, but I can’t afford the tickets.
Anyways back to getting ready for uni/work!!
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September 2nd, 2009

Recently I have been trying to get some experience in fashion photography by assisting people with various shoots. One of the more recent shoots I worked on was for Hawes & Curtis, shot by my friend Lucy Brown. Mainly I was in charge of moving and setting up the lights, making sure the set was clear of object and there were no reflections from the mirrors dotted around the bar. It was loads fun really.
I will also be helping out on some fashion with photographer Zoe Zimmer soon, which I am really excited about as she is a fantastic photograher.
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July 24th, 2009
It’s my birthday today, I am 23 and what did I get? I got a flat to rent for the next year in Ealing!! Which is actually better than it seems as I was about to go crazy with the amount of time I was spending on my phone to estate agents. I swear more than a few of my brain cells have been fried in the last week from being on my mobile so much!
Now if my online student loan form would go through unlike the last 3 times I have tried today would be amazing!
Oh yea, I didn’t get that internship either. They ended up hiring someone the day before my interview, which sucks but is probably for the best.
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May 30th, 2009
I finished university yesterday and handed in everything on time. I surprisingly didn’t feel nearly as stressed out as I did last semester, and I don’t think I was the only one who was eerily calm. Almost everyone I spoke felt the same way.
Some of my classmates were saying yesterday how suddenly they felt bored by having nothing to do, but I feel like I am going to have thankfully busy summer. Not only is my family coming over from the US next week, my mom is getting married, I’m going to see my dad in America and I plan to start researching my dissertation and my final project while doing my work experience. I am really looking forward to doing to my work placement. I have an interview for a place in two weeks and I don’t want to jinx it, but I really really want to work there.
So this summer expect comments on essays and little snippets of information about the theory of photography.
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May 9th, 2009
Recently I have been reading John Bergers’ ‘Ways of Seeing’ and concentrating on his chapter about how women are gazed at in art. He states that men create a presnce for themselves, whereas, women tend to internalize the male gaze. In other words women see themselves as men would see them. I find it very insteresting to think about this internalization and when I try to analyse whether or not this is true, I always end up going about in circles. As a women I hate to think that I would make decisions about the way I act and appear because I assume that a man would think something of me, but from experience I do know that it is true. I do do certain things because I consider how a man view me. Whether it is a negative view or a postive one.
But I also would hope to think that men also make decisions about themselves based on what women think of them.
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March 7th, 2009
During the beginning of this module I was a little daunted by the prospect of making a print out of 15 different elements and printing them to such a large size. I think this and the preconceptions I had about producing a photomontage lead me to have some difficulties coming up with some ideas for this project. So after some advice from Etie, I went to some galleries to gain some inspriation.
At the Portrait Gallery, one image that really appealed to me was a photograph of Lilly Cole by Miles Aldridge called ‘Like a Painting’.
After seeing this image I decided to look at his website. His images are high fashion, but what mainly drew me to the images are the colours and the lighting he used. Her pale skin against the dark background becomes really striking with the key light on the hair also.
After visiting the Portrait Gallery I also went to the National Gallery to see if I could gain some inprisation from there also. I found that I was drawn to images much like the one above with bright subject against darker backgrounds. Going to the National Gallery I was more intertested in the pictorialist movement and the way they created scenes from literture and music and took from classical inspiration.
In this way I thought of creating a modern day Ophelia but feel that it is a little overdone by not just photographers but all types of artists.
This led to the idea of the madness created by the idea of perfection. Think of the 1950’s housewife who had to ‘keep up with the Jones’s’, and being at home everyday cleaning and looking after your husband would try me to madness. So in this way I came up with the idea to create a ‘cross section’ of a house with a women doing a task in each room (making the bed in the bedroom, doing dishes in the kitchen, etc) and in the bathroom instead of cleaning the bath the women will be laying in the bath. It will be like a modern day Ophelia whose madness was cause by the ridiculous demends of society upon to be ‘perfect’ instead of an insane lover.
Tags: Lilly Cole, Miles Aldridge, Ophelia, Photography
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March 1st, 2009
Sorry for the lack of updating. I am having problems getting connected to the internet since I moved. But I have a little bit of connection right so I will quickly update.
Some new photos are on the front if you haven’t seen them. They are from a range of projects I did last semester.
This semster though, it’s so awesome. Studio Practice, Advance Imaging, and Language of Photography are my modules. I get to make a book. And I have the best idea for the book. I can’t wait to do it, if I can pull it off right it’s going to be the best thing I’ve ever made.
Tags: Photography, uni, University
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January 24th, 2009
is Friday. Brain will resume work shortly after. Thanks.
Tags: Brain Melt, Panic, uni, University
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